No summer ever came back and no two summers were ever the same, times change and so do people. Time has a way of telling us and teaching us the difference between things that matter and things that don't, but we get too caught up in. We cut out and get rid of the people that are toxic and move on, time as it waits for none, and neither should we wait for the perfect time to start the process of healing and the adventure of finding yourself. You move on with your big dreams in your head and your beating heart in your chest and everything seamlessly falls into place, and if they don't remind yourself that after all the wars you've fought you're still standing and stronger than ever. Our lives are stories too powerful to be simply put down into paper, or even to be narrated, our lives are experiences only we truly understand so fuck the haters.
Devastation broke loose in the skies covering it with the color of cat vomit. Birds left the trees and then the tears broke loose. The day ended with the dying rays of the sun, it refused to reveal any hints of who we had come to become. We stopped believing in monsters under our beds when we learnt that the real ones lurk in the shadows of our past and had built houses in our minds. The demons rioting our hearts reminding us of our ghosts that haunt us at nights, and get to us when we're at our weakest. It took just one mistake to fall into the cycle of eternal pain, no matter how hard we tried to camouflage and change our identities, we'd always stick out like a sore thumb. Now nothing was ever enough and all we craved for now was a sense of security, we found it in each other, and that's when everything spiraled downwards. I felt the wind in my hair as I fell, with no idea of how the impact would devastate me. But surely enough breakdowns ran its course and it was...

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