The Boy Who Never Learned To Love

Amidst the chaos we stood strong, united and never before more alive. Our eyes burned brighter than the sun and we could breath smoke to sustain ourselves. We were masters of our own creation and we ruled our desires. We created a world in which I immortalized you in poetry and you painted me in my true colors. It all fell into place, like puzzle pieces who's edges didn't have to be trimmed. We were precise, planned and calculated. Not a math problem but an algorithm which allowed us to make our own rules. It was magic, and your touch, electric. Everything I did was for you, until I realized a lost a part of me along the way that never learned its identity without you.

~ the boy that loved too hard.

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Angst and Epiphany

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13 Reason Why romanticizes suicide

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