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The world was a beautiful haze, a delightful dream almost, until we grew up and nothing was what it seemed like.  It’s like we were a seed planted in a garden that was never ours to begin with and the purpose of our existence was only to fail and for everything end in despair. The world been constructed in a way to fight us every minute, to prove us wrong with its every waking breath.  We aren’t prepared to fight these unending battles and we aren’t protected from the wounds they bestow upon us. They leave us with nightmares and scars so we can never really move on from the pain and suffering.  The whole world conspires against us and we’re expected to make magic out of it but how? How is it that we’re expected to make magic when the world is so devoid of it. Were surrounded by an illusion of happy people in a happy world but don’t be fooled, we’re all fighting our own battles and some of us are better at hiding them than others. The happiest people are the ones that have cried themselves to sleep the most and won’t hurt you for they know how much it hurts to be hurt. So no, it’s not okay to hurt the people who have been nice to you because they aren’t nice because they’ve never been hurt, they’re nice because they know what pain truly is and what too much of it can do to you. The next time you say someone deserves a little bit of sadness because they seem all too “happy”, maybe it’s time for you to reevaluate and think of someone but yourself.  

                                                                                                           ~sincerely,
                                                                                                                   “Happy” person.

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